Hope she realizes he is bad for her before he hits her again!

{pic from here}

these are the reports:

"Rihanna and Chris Brown are back together, PEOPLE has learned exclusively. The pair have reunited almost three weeks after Brown, 19, allegedly battered the "Umbrella" singer on Feb. 8, a source tells PEOPLE. "They're together again. They care for each other," says the source. The on-again couple are currently spending time together at one of Sean "Diddy" Combs's homes, on Miami Beach's Star Island. Adds the source: "While Chris is reflective and saddened about what happened, he is really happy to be with the woman he loves."In its latest issue, PEOPLE reports that Brown called Rihanna on her 21st birthday one week ago. "He called to wish her happy birthday," a source told the magazine. "They've reached out to each other. It's been mutual." Brown was booked by LAPD for making criminal threats but the case has not yet been presented to the District Attorney, who will ultimately determine which charges, if any, will be prosecuted."

{report from here}

Knowing you're in a bad relationship... in the worst way possible

I feel so horrible to hear about what happened to her.

I hope she is getting better and that her family is there for her to support her through this rough time of her life. Especially only being 21 (if that... don't remember if she already had a bday or not).

My thoughts are with her and hopefully Chris Brown speaks up and apologizes to not only her but to all his fans around the world. Can you imagine how MANY parents will not let their children hear his music anymore??? And you cannot blame them... Chris Brown did it to himself.

There is absolutely NO excuse to ever lay a hand on a woman!

"As more and more radio stations across the U.S. and Canada decide to stop playing his music….
The horrific details continue to come out about exactly what happened between Chris Brown and Rihanna last weekend.
It's been revealed that after pulling over in Hancock Park area of Los Angeles, RiRi snatched Brown's keys from the ignition and tossed them out onto the street. Chris became livid, and he "put his hands around her neck and said 'I'm going to kill you!'"
Awful!!!!!
It gets even worse. "(She) told police that she lost consciousness… her right eye was blackened and badly swollen and she had handprints on her arms." Rihanna was in such bad shape when police arrived, the officers decided not to take any chances and drive her straight to the hospital instead of taking the time to wait for an ambulance.
And where was Chris Brown during all of this? The douche fled from the scene!!!!
Not cool, Chris, not cool at all. "

{quote from here}

How horrible is this story???

Brazilian Model's Hands And Feet Amputated

20-year-old Brazilian model Mariana Bridi da Costa has had her hands and feet amputated after a serious infection gripped her extremities.
The young woman was a finalist to represent Brazil in the Miss World contest.
At the end of December, she was misdiagnosed with kidney stones when she was really ill with a severe urinary tract infection. The Pseudomonas aeruginosa bacterium can be fatal, and in this case, got a hold of her hands and feet.
She remains in intensive care and her family says their primary concern now is for her life.

That is so horrible right???

God bless her and her family.

*how to describe what I am feeling*

So from my previous post ... I am still pretty upset about Odie being gone and to tell you the truth I really don't feel like going over to Kev's house yet. Because it will really hit me then.

Monday - I was at work and really couldn't handle all the texts from Kev telling me that they were going to the vet, when they got there, and when finally they put him down... I just couldn't focus on that because I was at work. I didn't want to break down in front of all my patients and my co-workers. I mean who is going to trust a healthcare professional to make you feel better while in the hospital when they are crying their eyes out??? So I put on my focus hat on and tried not to let the thought of Odie being gone enter my head after I got Kev's message about it being "done"... ugh.... that just sounds so horrible. But as soon as I got into my car and was waiting until it heated up I bawled my eyes out. Even as I was driving home I sobbed and sobbed. I couldn't catch a break either... the damn radio station kept playing all the saddest songs you could think of.

{granted a couple of them were break up songs but there were lines such as "i whish you were here" and "once you were gone"... so I think that counts}

Once I got home my dad saw my red eyes (I'm not one of those people who can hide their crying face all that well) and asked what was wrong.

{my dad never had the chance to get to meet Odie...}

So my dad told me that this is life and it is what it is... now I know that it his statement is true but

I STILL MISS ODIE AND IT STILL HURTS LIKE ALL HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FYI: I never had a dog of my own so I never knew how much love there is between a dog and their owner.... yeah now I know.

So to all you dog owners out there please do me a favor:
HUG YOUR DOGS EVERYDAY -EVEN IF ITS ONCE A DAY- FOR THE REST OF YOUR DAYS TOGETHER.

This is my challenge to all of you dog owners out there. Don't take your awesome little pup for granted and love him more than ever. Because believe me it hurts (like no other!) when they are gone... especially when it is YOU who has to decide to ... end ... his/her life.

Tuesday - again I had to go to work so I didn't have to go over to Kev's house... and I just don't know what to do or say to anyone in that house. It was soo hard to talk to Kev on the way to work... he was telling me that he doesn't know what to do either... he was so used to having Odie there and saying good bye to him everyday and waving and making sure he won't go outside everytime the door got open...

This is what I am talking about. I am DREADING going over because I know I'll wanna look down and I will wanna see Odie there. . . but he won't be there... {sigh}

It's hard to not sound emo about Odie being gone but he was a VERY big part of our lives. Especially to Kev... Odie was his best friend. For 13 years Odie was there and helped Kev grow up to be a caring person that he is.

Ok.

I'm sorry abou the past few days of depressing posts but it is my life {and my blog} and I needed to get this out in writing ... and plus it seems I am all cried out for now... but there is no denying that when I go over to Kev's house I will start to cry. Whether it be in front of Kev's parents or just upstairs once I get to be alone with Kev...

Ugh.

I will update later... and more "joyful" and informative posts will come.

Believe me I hate being all depressed about his passing because I just try to be optimistic (which I was before Monday about Odie) but the weather is disgusting outside and I'm so tired.
I barely got any sleep last night. I went to sleep at 4 am and woke up at 10 am... you do the math...

{sigh}

I will regain my strength after I see Kev... I dread going to Kev's house but I will love seeing and hugging Kev.
{and his parents too}

Teens' night out ends in immigrant's death, authorities say

CANNOT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED!
I mean I know there is racism but just can't believe that someone (ESPECIALLY TEENAGERS!!!) would do this. My heart goes out to this poor family.

Check the story out here.